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Almustafa, the chosen and the beloved, who
was a dawn onto his own day, had waited twelve years in the city of
Orphalese for his ship that was to return and bear him back to the isle of
his birth.
And in the twelfth year, on the seventh day
of Ielool, the month of reaping, he climbed the hill without the city
walls and looked seaward; and he beheld the ship coming with the mist.
Then the gates of his heart were flung
open, and his joy flew far over the sea. And he closed his eyes and prayed
in the silences of his soul.
But he descended the hill, a sadness came
upon him, and he thought in his heart: How shall I go in peace and without
sorrow? Nay, not without a wound in the spirit shall I leave this city.
Long were the days of pain I have spent
within its walls, and long were the nights of aloneness; and who can
depart from his pain and his aloneness without regret?
Too many fragments of the spirit have I
scatterd in these streets, and too many are the children of my longing
that walk naked among these hills, and I cannot withdraw from them without
a burden and an ache.
It is not a garment I cast off this day,
but a skin that I tear with my own hands. Nor is it a thought I leave
behind me, but a heart made sweet with hunger and with thirst.
Yet I cannot tarry longer. The sea that
calls all things unto her calls me, and I must embark. For to stay, though
the hours burn in the night, is to freeze and crystallize and be bound in
a mould.
Fain would I take with me all that is here.
But how shall I?
A voice cannot carry the tongue and the
lips that give it wings. Alone must it seek the ether.
And alone and without his nest shall the
eagle fly across the sun.
Now when he reached the foot of the hill,
he turned again towards the sea, and he saw his ship approaching the
harbour, and upon her prow the mariners, the men of his own land.
And his soul cried out to them, and he
said:
Sons of my ancient mother, you riders of
the tides,
How often have you sailed in my dreams. And
now you come in my awakening, which is my deeper dream.
Ready am I to go, and my eagerness with
sails full set awaits the wind.
Only another breath will I breathe in this
still air, only another loving look cast backward,
Then I shall stand among you, a seafarer
among seafarers.
And you, vast sea, sleepless mother, Who
alone are peace and freedom to the river and the stream,
Only another winding will this stream make,
only another murmur in this glade, And then shall I come to you, a
boundless drop to a boundless ocean.
And as he walked he saw from afar men and
women leaving their fields and their vineyards and hastening towards the
city gates.
And he heard their voices calling his name,
and shouting from the field to field telling one another of the coming of
the ship.
And he said to himself:
Shall the day of parting be the day of
gathering?
And shall it be said that my eve was in
truth my dawn?
And what shall I give unto him who has left
his plough in midfurrow, or to him who has stopped the wheel of his
winepress?
Shall my heart become a tree heavy-laden
with fruit that I may gather and give unto them?
And shall my desires flow like a fountain
that I may fill their cups?
Am I a harp that the hand of the mighty may
touch me, or a flute that his breath may pass through me?
A seeker of silences am I, and what
treasure have I found in silences that I may dispense with confidence?
If this is my day of harvest, in what
fields have I sowed the seed, and in what unrembered seasons?
If this indeed be the our in which I lift
up my lantern, it is not my flame that shall burn therein.
Empty and dark shall I raise my lantern,
And the guardian of the night shall fill it
with oil and he shall light it also.
These things he said in words. But much in
his heart remained unsaid. For he himself could not speak his deeper
secret.
And when he entered into the city all the
people came to meet him, and they were crying out to him as with one
voice.
And the elders of the city stood forth and
said:
Go not yet away from us.
A noontide have you been in our twilight,
and your youth has given us dreams to dream.
No stranger are you among us, nor a guest,
but our son and our dearly beloved. Suffer not yet our eyes to hunger for
your face.
And the priests and the priestesses said
unto him:
Let not the waves of the sea separate us
now, and the years you have spent in our midst become a memory.
You have walked among us a spirit, and your
shadow has been a light upon our facs.
Much have we loved you. But speechless was
our love, and with veils has it been veiled. Yet now it cries aloud unto
you, and would stand revealed before you.
And ever has it been that love knows not
its own depth until the hour of separation.
And others came also and entreated him.
But he answered them not. He only bent his
head; and those who stood near saw his tears falling upon his breast.
And he and the people proceeded towards the
great square before the temple. And there came out of the sanctuary a
woman whose name was Almitra. And she was a seeress.
And he looked upon her with exceeding
tenderness, for it was she who had first sought and believed in him when
he had been but a day in their city.
And she hailed him, saying: Prophet of God,
in quest for the uttermost, long have you searched the distances for your
ship.
And now your ship has come, and you must
needs go.
Deep is your longing for the land of your
memories and the dwelling place of your greater desires; and our love
would not bind you nor our needs hold you.
Yet this we ask ere you leave us, that you
speak to us and give us of your truth. And we will give it unto our
children, and they unto their children, and it shall not perish.
In your aloneness you have watched with our
days, and in your wakefulness you have listened to the weeping and the
laughter of our sleep.
Now therefore disclose us to ourselves, and
tell us all that has been shown you of that which is between birth and
death.
And he answered,
People of Orphalese, of what can I speak
save of that which is even now moving your souls?

Then said Almitra, "Speak to us of
Love."
And he raised his head and looked upon the
people, and there fell a stillness upon them. And with a great voice he
said:
When love beckons to you follow him,
Though his ways are hard and steep.
And when his wings enfold you yield to him,
Though the sword hidden among his pinions
may wound you. And when he speaks to you believe in him,
Though his voice may shatter your dreams as
the north wind lays waste the garden.
For even as love crowns you so shall he
crucify you. Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning.
Even as he ascends to your height and
caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun,
So shall he descend to your roots and shake
them in their clinging to the earth. Like sheaves of corn he gathers you
unto himself.
He threshes you to make you naked.
He sifts you to free you from your husks.
He grinds you to whiteness.
He kneads you until you are pliant;
And then he assigns you to his sacred fire,
that you may become sacred bread for God's sacred feast.
All these things shall love do unto you
that you may know the secrets of your heart, and in that knowledge become
a fragment of Life's heart.
But if in your fear you would seek only
love's peace and love's pleasure,
Then it is better for you that you cover
your nakedness and pass out of love's threshing-floor,
Into the seasonless world where you shall
laugh, but not all of your laughter, and weep, but not all of your tears.
Love gives naught but itself and takes
naught but from itself.
Love possesses not nor would it be
possessed; For love is sufficient unto love. When you love you should not
say, "God is in my heart," but rather, I am in the heart of
God."
And think not you can direct the course of
love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course.
Love has no other desire but to fulfil
itself.
But if you love and must needs have
desires, let these be your desires:
To melt and be like a running brook that
sings its melody to the night.
To know the pain of too much tenderness.
To be wounded by your own understanding of
love;
And to bleed willingly and joyfully.
To wake at dawn with a winged heart and
give thanks for another day of loving;
To rest at the noon hour and meditate
love's ecstasy;
To return home at eventide with gratitude;
And then to sleep with a prayer for the
beloved in your heart and a song of praise upon your lips.

Then Almitra spoke again and said,
"And what of Marriage, master?"
And he answered saying:
You were born together, and together you
shall be forevermore.
You shall be together when white wings of
death scatter your days.
Aye, you shall be together even in the
silent memory of God.
But let there be spaces in your
togetherness,
And let the winds of the heavens dance
between you.
Love one another but make not a bond of
love:
Let it rather be a moving sea between the
shores of your souls.
Fill each other's cup but drink not from
one cup.
Give one another of your bread but eat not
from the same loaf.
Sing and dance together and be joyous, but
let each one of you be alone,
Even as the strings of a lute are alone
though they quiver with the same music.
Give your hearts, but not into each other's
keeping.
For only the hand of Life can contain your
hearts.
And stand together, yet not too near
together:
For the pillars of the temple stand apart,
And the oak tree and the cypress grow not
in each other's shadow.

And a woman who held a babe against her
bosom said, "Speak to us of Children." And he said:
Your children are not your children.
They are the sons and daughters of Life's
longing for itself.
They come through you but not from you,
And though they are with you, yet they
belong not to you.
You may give them your love but not your
thoughts.
For they have their own thoughts.
You may house their bodies but not their
souls,
For their souls dwell in the house of
tomorrow, which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams.
You may strive to be like them, but seek
not to make them like you.
For life goes not backward nor tarries with
yesterday.
You are the bows from which your children
as living arrows are sent forth.
The archer sees the mark upon the path of
the infinite, and He bends you with His might that His arrows may go swift
and far.
Let your bending in the archer's hand be
for gladness;
For even as he loves the arrow that flies,
so He loves also the bow that is stable.

Then said a rich man, "Speak to us of
Giving."
And he answered:
You give but little when you give of your
possessions.
It is when you give of yourself that you
truly give.
For what are your possessions but things
you keep and guard for fear you may need them tomorrow?
And tomorrow, what shall tomorrow bring to
the overprudent dog burying bones in the trackless sand as he follows the
pilgrims to the holy city?
And what is fear of need but need itself?
Is not dread of thirst when your well is
full, thirst that is unquenchable?
There are those who give little of the much
which they have - and they give it for recognition and their hidden desire
makes their gifts unwholesome.
And there are those who have little and
give it all.
These are the believers in life and the
bounty of life, and their coffer is never empty.
There are those who give with joy, and that
joy is their reward.
And there are those who give with pain, and
that pain is their baptism.
And there are those who give and know not
pain in giving, nor do they seek joy, nor give with mindfulness of virtue;
They give as in yonder valley the myrtle
breathes its fragrance into space.
Though the hands of such as these God
speaks, and from behind their eyes He smiles upon the earth.
It is well to give when asked, but it is
better to give unasked, through understanding;
And to the open-handed the search for one
who shall receive is joy greater than giving
And is there aught you would withhold?
All you have shall some day be given;
Therefore give now, that the season of
giving may be yours and not your inheritors'.
You often say, "I would give, but only
to the deserving."
The trees in your orchard say not so, nor
the flocks in your pasture.
They give that they may live, for to
withhold is to perish.
Surely he who is worthy to receive his days
and his nights is worthy of all else from you.
And he who has deserved to drink from the
ocean of life deserves to fill his cup from your little stream.
And what desert greater shall there be than
that which lies in the courage and the confidence, nay the charity, of
receiving?
And who are you that men should rend their
bosom and unveil their pride, that you may see their worth naked and their
pride unabashed?
See first that you yourself deserve to be a
giver, and an instrument of giving.
For in truth it is life that gives unto
life - while you, who deem yourself a giver, are but a witness.
And you receivers - and you are all
receivers - assume no weight of gratitude, lest you lay a yoke upon
yourself and upon him who gives.
Rather rise together with the giver on his
gifts as on wings;
For to be overmindful of your debt, is to
doubt his generosity who has the free-hearted earth for mother, and God
for father.

On Eating and
Drinking
Then an old man, a keeper of an inn, said,
"Speak to us of Eating and Drinking."
And he said:
Would that you could live on the fragerance
of the earth, and like an air plant be sustained by the light.
But since you must kill to eat, and rob the
young of its mother's milk to quench your thirst, let it then be an act of
worship,
And let your board stand an altar on which
the pure and the innocent of forest and plain are sacrificed for that
which is purer and still more innocent in many.
When you kill a beast say to him in your
heart,
"By the same power that slays you, I
to am slain; and I too shall be consumed.
For the law that delivered you into my hand
shall deliver me into a mightier hand.
Your blood and my blood is naught but the
sap that feeds the tree of heaven." And when you crush an apple with
your teeth, say to it in your heart,
"Your seeds shall live in my body,
And the buds of your tomorrow shall blossom
in my heart,
And your fragrance shall be my breath, And
together we shall rejoice through all the seasons."
And in the autumn, when you gather the
grapes of your vineyard for the winepress, say in you heart, "I to am
a vinyard, and my fruit shall be gathered for the winepress,
And like new wine I shall be kept in
eternal vessels."
And in winter, when you draw the wine, let
there be in your heart a song for each cup;
And let there be in the song a remembrance
for the autumn days, and for the vineyard, and for the winepress.

Then a ploughman said, "Speak to us of
Work."
And he answered, saying:
You work that you may keep pace with the
earth and the soul of the earth.
For to be idle is to become a stranger unto
the seasons, and to step out of life's procession, that marches in majesty
and proud submission towards the infinite.
When you work you are a flute through whose
heart the whispering of the hours turns to music.
Which of you would be a reed, dumb and
silent, when all else sings together in unison?
lways you have been told that work is a
curse and labour a misfortune.
But I say to you that when you work you
fulfil a part of earth's furthest dream, assigned to you when that dream
was born,
And in keeping yourself with labour you are
in truth loving life,
And to love life through labour is to be
intimate with life's inmost secret.
But if you in your pain call birth an
affliction and the support of the flesh a curse written upon your brow,
then I answer that naught but the sweat of your brow shall wash away that
which is written.
You have been told also life is darkness,
and in your weariness you echo what was said by the weary.
And I say that life is indeed darkness save
when there is urge,
And all urge is blind save when there is
knowledge,
And all knowledge is vain save when there
is work,
And all work is empty save when there is
love;
And when you work with love you bind
yourself to yourself, and to one another, and to God.
And what is it to work with love?
It is to weave the cloth with threads drawn
from your heart, even as if your beloved were to wear that cloth.
It is to build a house with affection, even
as if your beloved were to dwell in that house.
It is to sow seeds with tenderness and reap
the harvest with joy, even as if your beloved were to eat the fruit.
It is to charge all things you fashion with
a breath of your own spirit,
And to know that all the blessed dead are
standing about you and watching.
Often have I heard you say, as if speaking
in sleep, "he who works in marble, and finds the shape of his own
soul in the stone, is a nobler than he who ploughs the soil.
And he who seizes the rainbow to lay it on
a cloth in the likeness of man, is more than he who makes the sandals for
our feet."
But I say, not in sleep but in the
over-wakefulness of noontide, that the wind speaks not more sweetly to the
giant oaks than to the least of all the blades of grass;
And he alone is great who turns the voice
of the wind into a song made sweeter by his own loving.
Work is love made visible.
And if you cannot work with love but only
with distaste, it is better that you should leave your work and sit at the
gate of the temple and take alms of those who work with joy.
For if you bake bread with indifference,
you bake a bitter bread that feeds but half man's hunger.
And if you grudge the crushing of the
grapes, your grudge distils a poison in the wine.
And if you sing though as angels, and love
not the singing, you muffle man's ears to the voices of the day and the
voices of the night.

On Joy & Sorrow
Then a woman said, "Speak to us of Joy
and Sorrow."
And he answered:
Your joy is your sorrow unmasked.
And the selfsame well from which your
laughter rises was oftentimes filled with your tears.
And how else can it be?
The deeper that sorrow carves into your
being, the more joy you can contain.
Is not the cup that hold your wine the very
cup that was burned in the potter's oven?
And is not the lute that soothes your
spirit, the very wood that was hollowed with knives?
When you are joyous, look deep into your
heart and you shall find it is only that which has given you sorrow that
is giving you joy.
When you are sorrowful look again in your
heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has
been your delight.
Some of you say, "Joy is greater than
sorrow," and others say, "Nay, sorrow is the greater."
But I say unto you, they are inseparable.
Together they come, and when one sits alone
with you at your board, remember that the other is asleep upon your bed.
Verily you are suspended like scales
between your sorrow and your joy.
Only when you are empty are you at
standstill and balanced.
When the treasure-keeper lifts you to weigh
his gold and his silver, needs must your joy or your sorrow rise or fall.

Then a mason came forth and said,
"Speak to us of Houses."
And he answered and said:
Build of your imaginings a bower in the
wilderness ere you build a house within the city walls.
For even as you have home-comings in your
twilight, so has the wanderer in you, the ever distant and alone.
Your house is your larger body.
It grows in the sun and sleeps in the
stillness of the night; and it is not dreamless. Does not your house
dream? And dreaming, leave the city for grove or hilltop?
Would that I could gather your houses into
my hand, and like a sower scatter them in forest and meadow.
Would the valleys were your streets, and
the green paths your alleys, that you might seek one another through
vineyards, and come with the fragrance of the earth in your garments.
But these things are not yet to be.
In their fear your forefathers gathered you
too near together. And that fear shall endure a little longer. A little
longer shall your city walls separate your hearths from your fields.
And tell me, people of Orphalese, what have
you in these houses? And what is it you guard with fastened doors?
Have you peace, the quiet urge that reveals
your power?
Have you remembrances, the glimmering
arches that span the summits of the mind?
Have you beauty, that leads the heart from
things fashioned of wood and stone to the holy mountain?
Tell me, have you these in your houses?
Or have you only comfort, and the lust for
comfort, that stealthy thing that enters the house a guest, and becomes a
host, and then a master?
Ay, and it becomes a tamer, and with hook
and scourge makes puppets of your larger desires.
Though its hands are silken, its heart is
of iron.
It lulls you to sleep only to stand by your
bed and jeer at the dignity of the flesh. It makes mock of your sound
senses, and lays them in thistledown like fragile vessels.
Verily the lust for comfort murders the
passion of the soul, and then walks grinning in the funeral.
But you, children of space, you restless in
rest, you shall not be trapped nor tamed.
Your house shall be not an anchor but a
mast.
It shall not be a glistening film that
covers a wound, but an eyelid that guards the eye.
You shall not fold your wings that you may
pass through doors, nor bend your heads that they strike not against a
ceiling, nor fear to breathe lest walls should crack and fall down.
You shall not dwell in tombs made by the
dead for the living.
And though of magnificence and splendour,
your house shall not hold your secret nor shelter your longing.
For that which is boundless in you abides
in the mansion of the sky, whose door is the morning mist, and whose
windows are the songs and the silences of night.

And the weaver said, "Speak to us of
Clothes."
And he answered:
Your clothes conceal much of your beauty,
yet they hide not the unbeautiful.
And though you seek in garments the freedom
of privacy you may find in them a harness and a chain.
Would that you could meet the sun and the
wind with more of your skin and less of your raiment,
For the breath of life is in the sunlight
and the hand of life is in the wind.
Some of you say, "It is the north wind
who has woven the clothes to wear."
But shame was his loom, and the softening
of the sinews was his thread.
And when his work was done he laughed in
the forest.
Forget not that modesty is for a shield
against the eye of the unclean.
And when the unclean shall be no more, what
were modesty but a fetter and a fouling of the mind?
And forget not that the earth delights to
feel your bare feet and the winds long to play with your hair.

On Buying &
Selling
And a merchant said, "Speak to us of
Buying and Selling."
And he answered and said:
To you the earth yields her fruit, and you
shall not want if you but know how to fill your hands.
It is in exchanging the gifts of the earth
that you shall find abundance and be satisfied.
Yet unless the exchange be in love and
kindly justice, it will but lead some to greed and others to hunger.
When in the market place you toilers of the
sea and fields and vineyards meet the weavers and the potters and the
gatherers of spices,
- Invoke then the master spirit of the
earth, to come into your midst and sanctify the scales and the reckoning
that weighs value against value.
And suffer not the barren-handed to take
part in your transactions, who would sell their words for your labour.
To such men you should say,
"Come with us to the field, or go with
our brothers to the sea and cast your net; For the land and the sea shall
be bountiful to you even as to us."
And if there come the singers and the
dancers and the flute players, - buy of their gifts also.
For they too are gatherers of fruit and
frankincense, and that which they bring, though fashioned of dreams, is
raiment and food for your soul.
And before you leave the marketplace, see
that no one has gone his way with empty hands.
For the master spirit of the earth shall
not sleep peacefully upon the wind till the needs of the least of you are
satisfied.

On Crime &
Punishment
Then one of the judges of the city stood
forth and said, "Speak to us of Crime and Punishment."
And he answered saying:
It is when your spirit goes wandering upon
the wind,
That you, alone and unguarded, commit a
wrong unto others and therefore unto yourself.
And for that wrong committed must you knock
and wait a while unheeded at the gate of the blessed.
Like the ocean is your god-self;
It remains for ever undefiled.
And like the ether it lifts but the winged.
Even like the sun is your god-self;
It knows not the ways of the mole nor seeks
it the holes of the serpent.
But your god-self does not dwell alone in
your being.
Much in you is still man, and much in you
is not yet man,
But a shapeless pigmy that walks asleep in
the mist searching for its own awakening.
And of the man in you would I now speak.
For it is he and not your god-self nor the
pigmy in the mist, that knows crime and the punishment of crime.
Oftentimes have I heard you speak of one
who commits a wrong as though he were not one of you, but a stranger unto
you and an intruder upon your world.
But I say that even as the holy and the
righteous cannot rise beyond the highest which is in each one of you,
So the wicked and the weak cannot fall
lower than the lowest which is in you also.
And as a single leaf turns not yellow but
with the silent knowledge of the whole tree,
So the wrong-doer cannot do wrong without
the hidden will of you all.
Like a procession you walk together towards
your god-self.
You are the way and the wayfarers.
And when one of you falls down he falls for
those behind him, a caution against the stumbling stone.
Ay, and he falls for those ahead of him,
who though faster and surer of foot, yet removed not the stumbling stone.
And this also, though the word lie heavy
upon your hearts:
The murdered is not unaccountable for his
own murder,
And the robbed is not blameless in being
robbed.
The righteous is not innocent of the deeds
of the wicked,
And the white-handed is not clean in the
doings of the felon.
Yea, the guilty is oftentimes the victim of
the injured,
And still more often the condemned is the
burden-bearer for the guiltless and unblamed.
You cannot separate the just from the
unjust and the good from the wicked;
For they stand together before the face of
the sun even as the black thread and the white are woven together.
And when the black thread breaks, the
weaver shall look into the whole cloth, and he shall examine the loom
also.
If any of you would bring judgment the
unfaithful wife,
Let him also weight the heart of her
husband in scales, and measure his soul with measurements.
And let him who would lash the offender
look unto the spirit of the offended.
And if any of you would punish in the name
of righteousness and lay the ax unto the evil tree, let him see to its
roots;
And verily he will find the roots of the
good and the bad, the fruitful and the fruitless, all entwined together in
the silent heart of the earth.
And you judges who would be just,
What judgment pronounce you upon him who
though honest in the flesh yet is a thief in spirit?
What penalty lay you upon him who slays in
the flesh yet is himself slain in the spirit?
And how prosecute you him who in action is
a deceiver and an oppressor,
Yet who also is aggrieved and outraged?
And how shall you punish those whose
remorse is already greater than their misdeeds?
Is not remorse the justice which is
administered by that very law which you would fain serve?
Yet you cannot lay remorse upon the
innocent nor lift it from the heart of the guilty.
Unbidden shall it call in the night, that
men may wake and gaze upon themselves.
And you who would understand justice, how
shall you unless you look upon all deeds in the fullness of light?
Only then shall you know that the erect and
the fallen are but one man standing in twilight between the night of his
pigmy-self and the day of his god-self,
And that the corner-stone of the temple is
not higher than the lowest stone in its foundation.

Then a lawyer said, "But what of our
Laws, master?"
And he answered:
You delight in laying down laws,
Yet you delight more in breaking them.
Like children playing by the ocean who
build sand-towers with constancy and then destroy them with laughter.
But while you build your sand-towers the
ocean brings more sand to the shore,
And when you destroy them, the ocean laughs
with you.
Verily the ocean laughs always with the
innocent.
But what of those to whom life is not an
ocean, and man-made laws are not sand-towers,
But to whom life is a rock, and the law a
chisel with which they would carve it in their own likeness?
What of the cripple who hates dancers?
What of the ox who loves his yoke and deems
the elk and deer of the forest stray and vagrant things?
What of the old serpent who cannot shed his
skin, and calls all others naked and shameless?
And of him who comes early to the
wedding-feast, and when over-fed and tired goes his way saying that all
feasts are violation and all feasters law-breakers?
What shall I say of these save that they
too stand in the sunlight, but with their backs to the sun?
They see only their shadows, and their
shadows are their laws.
And what is the sun to them but a caster of
shadows?
And what is it to acknowledge the laws but
to stoop down and trace their shadows upon the earth?
But you who walk facing the sun, what
images drawn on the earth can hold you?
You who travel with the wind, what
weathervane shall direct your course?
What man's law shall bind you if you break
your yoke but upon no man's prison door?
What laws shall you fear if you dance but
stumble against no man's iron chains?
And who is he that shall bring you to
judgment if you tear off your garment yet leave it in no man's path?
People of Orphalese, you can muffle the
drum, and you can loosen the strings of the lyre, but who shall command
the skylark not to sing?

And an orator said, "Speak to us of
Freedom."
And he answered:
At the city gate and by your fireside I
have seen you prostrate yourself and worship your own freedom,
Even as slaves humble themselves before a
tyrant and praise him though he slays them.
Ay, in the grove of the temple and in the
shadow of the citadel I have seen the freest among you wear their freedom
as a yoke and a handcuff.
And my heart bled within me; for you can
only be free when even the desire of seeking freedom becomes a harness to
you, and when you cease to speak of freedom as a goal and a fulfillment.
You shall be free indeed when your days are
not without a care nor your nights without a want and a grief,
But rather when these things girdle your
life and yet you rise above them naked and unbound.
And how shall you rise beyond your days and
nights unless you break the chains which you at the dawn of your
understanding have fastened around your noon hour?
In truth that which you call freedom is the
strongest of these chains, though its links glitter in the sun and dazzle
the eyes.
And what is it but fragments of your own
self you would discard that you may become free?
If it is an unjust law you would abolish,
that law was written with your own hand upon your own forehead.
You cannot erase it by burning your law
books nor by washing the foreheads of your judges, though you pour the sea
upon them.
And if it is a despot you would dethrone,
see first that his throne erected within you is destroyed.
For how can a tyrant rule the free and the
proud, but for a tyranny in their own freedom and a shame in their won
pride?
And if it is a care you would cast off,
that care has been chosen by you rather than imposed upon you.
And if it is a fear you would dispel, the
seat of that fear is in your heart and not in the hand of the feared.
Verily all things move within your being in
constant half embrace, the desired and the dreaded, the repugnant and the
cherished, the pursued and that which you would escape.
These things move within you as lights and
shadows in pairs that cling.
And when the shadow fades and is no more,
the light that lingers becomes a shadow to another light.
And thus your freedom when it loses its
fetters becomes itself the fetter of a greater freedom.

On Reason &
Passion
And the priestess spoke again and said:
"Speak to us of Reason and
Passion."
And he answered saying:
Your soul is oftentimes a battlefield, upon
which your reason and your judgment wage war against passion and your
appetite.
Would that I could be the peacemaker in
your soul, that I might turn the discord and the rivalry of your elements
into oneness and melody.
But how shall I, unless you yourselves be
also the peacemakers, nay, the lovers of all your elements?
Your reason and your passion are the rudder
and the sails of your seafaring soul.
If either your sails or our rudder be
broken, you can but toss and drift, or else be held at a standstill in
mid-seas.
For reason, ruling alone, is a force
confining; and passion, unattended, is a flame that burns to its own
destruction.
Therefore let your soul exalt your reason
to the height of passion; that it may sing;
And let it direct your passion with reason,
that your passion may live through its own daily resurrection, and like
the phoenix rise above its own ashes.
I would have you consider your judgment and
your appetite even as you would two loved guests in your house.
Surely you would not honour one guest above
the other; for he who is more mindful of one loses the love and the faith
of both.
Among the hills, when you sit in the cool
shade of the white poplars, sharing the peace and serenity of distant
fields and meadows - then let your heart say in silence, "God rests
in reason."
And when the storm comes, and the mighty
wind shakes the forest, and thunder and lightning proclaim the majesty of
the sky, - then let your heart say in awe, "God moves in
passion."
And since you are a breath In God's sphere,
and a leaf in God's forest, you too should rest in reason and move in
passion.

And a woman spoke, saying, "Tell us of
Pain."
And he said:
Your pain is the breaking of the shell that
encloses your understanding.
Even as the stone of the fruit must break,
that its heart may stand in the sun, so must you know pain.
And could you keep your heart in wonder at
the daily miracles of your life, your pain would not seem less wondrous
than your joy;
And you would accept the seasons of your
heart, even as you have always accepted the seasons that pass over your
fields.
And you would watch with serenity through
the winters of your grief.
Much of your pain is self-chosen.
It is the bitter potion by which the
physician within you heals your sick self.
Therefore trust the physician, and drink
his remedy in silence and tranquillity:
For his hand, though heavy and hard, is
guided by the tender hand of the Unseen,
And the cup he brings, though it burn your
lips, has been fashioned of the clay which the Potter has moistened with
His own sacred tears.

And a man said, "Speak to us of
Self-Knowledge."
And he answered, saying:
Your hearts know in silence the secrets of
the days and the nights.
But your ears thirst for the sound of your
heart's knowledge.
You would know in words that which you have
always know in thought.
You would touch with your fingers the naked
body of your dreams.
And it is well you should.
The hidden well-spring of your soul must
needs rise and run murmuring to the sea;
And the treasure of your infinite depths
would be revealed to your eyes.
But let there be no scales to weigh your
unknown treasure;
And seek not the depths of your knowledge
with staff or sounding line.
For self is a sea boundless and
measureless.
Say not, "I have found the
truth," but rather, "I have found a truth."
Say not, "I have found the path of the
soul." Say rather, "I have met the soul walking upon my
path."
For the soul walks upon all paths.
The soul walks not upon a line, neither
does it grow like a reed.
The soul unfolds itself, like a lotus of
countless petals.

Then said a teacher, "Speak to us of
Teaching."
And he said:
No man can reveal to you aught but that
which already lies half asleep in the dawning of our knowledge.
The teacher who walks in the shadow of the
temple, among his followers, gives not of his wisdom but rather of his
faith and his lovingness.
If he is indeed wise he does not bid you
enter the house of wisdom, but rather leads you to the threshold of your
own mind.
The astronomer may speak to you of his
understanding of space, but he cannot give you his understanding.
The musician may sing to you of the rhythm
which is in all space, but he cannot give you the ear which arrests the
rhythm nor the voice that echoes it.
And he who is versed in the science of
numbers can tell of the regions of weight and measure, but he cannot
conduct you thither.
For the vision of one man lends not its
wings to another man.
And even as each one of you stands alone in
God's knowledge, so must each one of you be alone in his knowledge of God
and in his understanding of the earth.

And a youth said, "Speak to us of
Friendship."
Your friend is your needs answered.
He is your field which you sow with love
and reap with thanksgiving.
And he is your board and your fireside.
For you come to him with your hunger, and
you seek him for peace.
When your friend speaks his mind you fear
not the "nay" in your own mind, nor do you withhold the
"ay."
And when he is silent your heart ceases not
to listen to his heart;
For without words, in friendship, all
thoughts, all desires, all expectations are born and shared, with joy that
is unacclaimed.
When you part from your friend, you grieve
not;
For that which you love most in him may be
clearer in his absence, as the mountain to the climber is clearer from the
plain.
And let there be no purpose in friendship
save the deepening of the spirit.
For love that seeks aught but the
disclosure of its own mystery is not love but a net cast forth: and only
the unprofitable is caught.
And let your best be for your friend.
If he must know the ebb of your tide, let
him know its flood also.
For what is your friend that you should
seek him with hours to kill?
Seek him always with hours to live.
For it is his to fill your need, but not
your emptiness.
And in the sweetness of friendship let
there be laughter, and sharing of pleasures.
For in the dew of little things the heart
finds its morning and is refreshed.

And then a scholar said, "Speak of
Talking."
And he answered, saying:
You talk when you cease to be at peace with
your thoughts;
And when you can no longer dwell in the
solitude of your heart you live in your lips, and sound is a diversion and
a pastime.
And in much of your talking, thinking is
half murdered.
For thought is a bird of space, that in a
cage of words many indeed unfold its wings but cannot fly.
There are those among you who seek the
talkative through fear of being alone.
The silence of aloneness reveals to their
eyes their naked selves and they would escape.
And there are those who talk, and without
knowledge or forethought reveal a truth which they themselves do not
understand.
And there are those who have the truth
within them, but they tell it not in words.
In the bosom of such as these the spirit
dwells in rhythmic silence.
When you meet your friend on the roadside
or in the market place, let the spirit in you move your lips and direct
your tongue.
Let the voice within your voice speak to
the ear of his ear;
For his soul will keep the truth of your
heart as the taste of the wine is remembered
When the colour is forgotten and the vessel
is no more.

And an astronomer said, "Master, what
of Time?"
And he answered:
You would measure time the measureless and
the immeasurable.
You would adjust your conduct and even
direct the course of your spirit according to hours and seasons.
Of time you would make a stream upon whose
bank you would sit and watch its flowing.
Yet the timeless in you is aware of life's
timelessness,
And knows that yesterday is but today's
memory and tomorrow is today's dream.
And that that which sings and contemplates
in you is still dwelling within the bounds of that first moment which
scattered the stars into space.
Who among you does not feel that his power
to love is boundless?
And yet who does not feel that very love,
though boundless, encompassed within the centre of his being, and moving
not form love thought to love thought, nor from love deeds to other love
deeds?
And is not time even as love is, undivided
and paceless?
But if in you thought you must measure time
into seasons, let each season encircle all the other seasons,
And let today embrace the past with
remembrance and the future with longing.

And one of the elders of the city said,
"Speak to us of Good and Evil."
And he answered:
Of the good in you I can speak, but not of
the evil.
For what is evil but good tortured by its
own hunger and thirst?
Verily when good is hungry it seeks food
even in dark caves, and when it thirsts, it drinks even of dead waters.
You are good when you are one with
yourself.
Yet when you are not one with yourself you
are not evil.
For a divided house is not a den of
thieves; it is only a divided house.
And a ship without rudder may wander
aimlessly among perilous isles yet sink not to the bottom.
You are good when you strive to give of
yourself.
Yet you are not evil when you seek gain for
yourself.
For when you strive for gain you are but a
root that clings to the earth and sucks at her breast.
Surely the fruit cannot say to the root,
"Be like me, ripe and full and ever giving of your abundance."
For to the fruit giving is a need, as
receiving is a need to the root.
You are good when you are fully awake in
your speech,
Yet you are not evil when you sleep while
your tongue staggers without purpose.
And even stumbling speech may strengthen a
weak tongue.
You are good when you walk to your goal
firmly and with bold steps.
Yet you are not evil when you go thither
limping.
Even those who limp go not backward.
But you who are strong and swift, see that
you do not limp before the lame, deeming it kindness.
You are good in countless ways, and you are
not evil when you are not good,
You are only loitering and sluggard.
Pity that the stags cannot teach swiftness
to the turtles.
In your longing for your giant self lies
your goodness: and that longing is in all of you.
But in some of you that longing is a
torrent rushing with might to the sea, carrying the secrets of the
hillsides and the songs of the forest.
And in others it is a flat stream that
loses itself in angles and bends and lingers before it reaches the shore.
But let not him who longs much say to him
who longs little, "Wherefore are you slow and halting?"
For the truly good ask not the naked,
"Where is your garment?" nor the houseless, "What has
befallen your house?"

Then a priestess said, "Speak to us of
Prayer."
And he answered, saying:
You pray in your distress and in your need;
would that you might pray also in the fullness of your joy and in your
days of abundance.
For what is prayer but the expansion of
yourself into the living ether?
And if it is for your comfort to pour your
darkness into space, it is also for your delight to pour forth the dawning
of your heart.
And if you cannot but weep when your soul
summons you to prayer, she should spur you again and yet again, though
weeping, until you shall come laughing.
When you pray you rise to meet in the air
those who are praying at that very hour, and whom save in prayer you may
not meet.
Therefore let your visit to that temple
invisible be for naught but ecstasy and sweet communion.
For if you should enter the temple for no
other purpose than asking you shall not receive.
And if you should enter into it to humble
yourself you shall not be lifted:
Or even if you should enter into it to beg
for the good of others you shall not be heard.
It is enough that you enter the temple
invisible.
I cannot teach you how to pray in words.
God listens not to your words save when He
Himself utters them through your lips.
And I cannot teach you the prayer of the
seas and the forests and the mountains.
But you who are born of the mountains and
the forests and the seas can find their prayer in your heart,
And if you but listen in the stillness of
the night you shall hear them saying in silence,
"Our God, who art our winged self, it
is thy will in us that willeth.
It is thy desire in us that desireth.
It is thy urge in us that would turn our
nights, which are thine, into days which are thine also.
We cannot ask thee for aught, for thou
knowest our needs before they are born in us:
Thou art our need; and in giving us more of
thyself thou givest us all."

Then a hermit, who visited the city once a
year, came forth and said, "Speak to us of Pleasure."
And he answered, saying:
Pleasure is a freedom song,
But it is not freedom.
It is the blossoming of your desires,
But it is not their fruit.
It is a depth calling unto a height,
But it is not the deep nor the high.
It is the caged taking wing,
But it is not space encompassed.
Ay, in very truth, pleasure is a
freedom-song.
And I fain would have you sing it with
fullness of heart; yet I would not have you lose your hearts in the
singing.
Some of your youth seek pleasure as if it
were all, and they are judged and rebuked.
I would not judge nor rebuke them. I would
have them seek.
For they shall find pleasure, but not her
alone:
Seven are her sisters, and the least of
them is more beautiful than pleasure.
Have you not heard of the man who was
digging in the earth for roots and found a treasure?
And some of your elders remember pleasures
with regret like wrongs committed in drunkenness.
But regret is the beclouding of the mind
and not its chastisement.
They should remember their pleasures with
gratitude, as they would the harvest of a summer.
Yet if it comforts them to regret, let them
be comforted.
And there are among you those who are
neither young to seek nor old to remember;
And in their fear of seeking and
remembering they shun all pleasures, lest they neglect the spirit or
offend against it.
But even in their foregoing is their
pleasure.
And thus they too find a treasure though
they dig for roots with quivering hands.
But tell me, who is he that can offend the
spirit?
Shall the nightingale offend the stillness
of the night, or the firefly the stars?
And shall your flame or your smoke burden
the wind?
Think you the spirit is a still pool which
you can trouble with a staff?
Oftentimes in denying yourself pleasure you
do but store the desire in the recesses of your being.
Who knows but that which seems omitted
today, waits for tomorrow?
Even your body knows its heritage and its
rightful need and will not be deceived. And your body is the harp of your
soul,
And it is yours to bring forth sweet music
from it or confused sounds.
And now you ask in your heart, "How
shall we distinguish that which is good in pleasure from that which is not
good?"
Go to your fields and your gardens, and you
shall learn that it is the pleasure of the bee to gather honey of the
flower,
But it is also the pleasure of the flower
to yield its honey to the bee.
For to the bee a flower is a fountain of
life,
And to the flower a bee is a messenger of
love,
And to both, bee and flower, the giving and
the receiving of pleasure is a need and an ecstasy.
People of Orphalese, be in your pleasures
like the flowers and the bees.

And a poet said, "Speak to us of
Beauty."
Where shall you seek beauty, and how shall
you find her unless she herself be your way and your guide?
And how shall you speak of her except she
be the weaver of your speech?
The aggrieved and the injured say,
"Beauty is kind and gentle.
Like a young mother half-shy of her own
glory she walks among us."
And the passionate say, "Nay, beauty
is a thing of might and dread.
Like the tempest she shakes the earth
beneath us and the sky above us."
The tired and the weary say, "beauty
is of soft whisperings. She speaks in our spirit.
Her voice yields to our silences like a
faint light that quivers in fear of the shadow."
But the restless say, "We have heard
her shouting among the mountains,
And with her cries came the sound of hoofs,
and the beating of wings and the roaring of lions."
At night the watchmen of the city say,
"Beauty shall rise with the dawn from the east."
And at noontide the toilers and the
wayfarers say, "we have seen her leaning over the earth from the
windows of the sunset."
In winter say the snow-bound, "She
shall come with the spring leaping upon the hills."
And in the summer heat the reapers say,
"We have seen her dancing with the autumn leaves, and we saw a drift
of snow in her hair."
All these things have you said of beauty.
Yet in truth you spoke not of her but of
needs unsatisfied,
And beauty is not a need but an ecstasy.
It is not a mouth thirsting nor an empty
hand stretched forth,
But rather a heart enflamed and a soul
enchanted.
It is not the image you would see nor the
song you would hear,
But rather an image you see though you
close your eyes and a song you hear though you shut your ears.
It is not the sap within the furrowed bark,
nor a wing attached to a claw,
But rather a garden for ever in bloom and a
flock of angels for ever in flight.
People of Orphalese, beauty is life when
life unveils her holy face.
But you are life and you are the veil.
Beauty is eternity gazing at itself in a
mirror.
But you are eternity and your are the
mirror.

And an old priest said, "Speak to us
of Religion."
And he said:
Have I spoken this day of aught else?
Is not religion all deeds and all
reflection,
And that which is neither deed nor
reflection, but a wonder and a surprise ever springing in the soul, even
while the hands hew the stone or tend the loom?
Who can separate his faith from his
actions, or his belief from his occupations?
Who can spread his hours before him,
saying, "This for God and this for myself;
This for my soul, and this other for my
body?"
All your hours are wings that beat through
space from self to self.
He who wears his morality but as his best
garment were better naked.
The wind and the sun will tear no holes in
his skin.
And he who defines his conduct by ethics
imprisons his song-bird in a cage.
The freest song comes not through bars and
wires.
And he to whom worshipping is a window, to
open but also to shut, has not yet visited the house of his soul whose
windows are from dawn to dawn.
Your daily life is your temple and your
religion.
Whenever you enter into it take with you
your all.
Take the plough and the forge and the
mallet and the lute,
The things you have fashioned in necessity
or for delight.
For in revery you cannot rise above your
achievements nor fall lower than your failures.
And take with you all men:
For in adoration you cannot fly higher than
their hopes nor humble yourself lower than their despair.
And if you would know God be not therefore
a solver of riddles.
Rather look about you and you shall see Him
playing with your children.
And look into space; you shall see Him
walking in the cloud, outstretching His arms in the lightning and
descending in rain.
You shall see Him smiling in flowers, then
rising and waving His hands in trees.

Than Almitra spoke, saying, "We would
ask now of Death."
And he said:
You would know the secret of death.
But how shall you find it unless you seek
it in the heart of life?
The owl whose night-bound eyes are blind
unto the day cannot unveil the mystery of light.
If you would indeed behold the spirit of
death, open your heart wide unto the body of life.
For life and death are one, even as the
river and the sea are one.
In the depth of your hopes and desires lies
your silent knowledge of the beyond;
And like seeds dreaming beneath the snow
your heart dreams of spring.
Trust the dreams, for in them is hidden the
gate to eternity.
Your fear of death is but the trembling of
the shepherd when he stands before the king whose hand is to be laid upon
him in honour.
Is the sheered not joyful beneath his
trembling, that he shall wear the mark of the king?
Yet is he not more mindful of his
trembling?
For what is it to die but to stand naked in
the wind and to melt into the sun?
And what is to cease breathing, but to free
the breath from its restless tides, that it may rise and expand and seek
God unencumbered?
Only when you drink form the river of
silence shall you indeed sing.
And when you have reached the mountain top,
then you shall begin to climb.
And when the earth shall claim your limbs,
then shall you truly dance.

And now it was evening.
And Almitra the seeress said, "Blessed
be this day and this place and your spirit that has spoken."
And he answered, Was it I who spoke? Was I
not also a listener?
Then he descended the steps of the Temple
and all the people followed him. And he reached his ship and stood upon
the deck.
And facing the people again, he raised his
voice and said:
People of Orphalese, the wind bids me leave
you.
Less hasty am I than the wind, yet I must
go.
We wanderers, ever seeking the lonelier
way, begin no day where we have ended another day; and no sunrise finds us
where sunset left us.
Even while the earth sleeps we travel. We
are the seeds of the tenacious plant, and it is in our ripeness and our
fullness of heart that we are given to the wind and are scattered.
Brief were my days among you, and briefer
still the words I have spoken.
But should my voice fade in your ears, and
my love vanish in your memory, then I will come again,
And with a richer heart and lips more
yielding to the spirit will I speak.
Yea, I shall return with the tide,
And though death may hide me, and the
greater silence enfold me, yet again will I seek your understanding.
And not in vain will I seek.
If aught I have said is truth, that truth
shall reveal itself in a clearer voice, and in words more kin to your
thoughts.
I go with the wind, people of Orphalese,
but not down into emptiness;
And if this day is not a fulfillment of
your needs and my love, then let it be a promise till another day. Know
therefore, that from the greater silence I shall return.
The mist that drifts away at dawn, leaving
but dew in the fields, shall rise and gather into a cloud and then fall
down in rain.
And not unlike the mist have I been.
In the stillness of the night I have walked
in your streets, and my spirit has entered your houses,
And your heart-beats were in my heart, and
your breath was upon my face, and I knew you all.
Ay, I knew your joy and your pain, and in
your sleep your dreams were my dreams.
And oftentimes I was among you a lake among
the mountains.
I mirrored the summits in you and the
bending slopes, and even the passing flocks of your thoughts and your
desires.
And to my silence came the laughter of your
children in streams, and the longing of your youths in rivers.
And when they reached my depth the streams
and the rivers ceased not yet to sing.
But sweeter still than laughter and greater
than longing came to me.
It was boundless in you;
The vast man in whom you are all but cells
and sinews;
He in whose chant all your singing is but a
soundless throbbing.
It is in the vast man that you are vast,
And in beholding him that I beheld you and
loved you.
For what distances can love reach that are
not in that vast sphere?
What visions, what expectations and what
presumptions can outsoar that flight?
Like a giant oak tree covered with apple
blossoms is the vast man in you.
His mind binds you to the earth, his
fragrance lifts you into space, and in his durability you are deathless.
You have been told that, even like a chain,
you are as weak as your weakest link.
This is but half the truth. You are also as
strong as your strongest link.
To measure you by y |